** 1st day chaste **
Today is day three of my visit with Master and it has been a wonderful time. i think for any slave, the most memorable and most valuable times are times just "spent" with their Master: sitting at their Master's feet or being with their Master and enjoying their Master's conversation and time. For a slave their Master is the centre of their universe, so time with Master is the best reward a slave can receive.
Last night one of Master's subs - 153 - visited and it was a fantastic evening and Master allowed me to cum. It was a fantastic experience seeing Master with another sub and the way Master cared for and monitored 153 and kept a clear and ongoing line of communication open with him. 153 is not as experienced as me and i thought it was simply fantastic the way Master carefully pushed the boundaries and experiences of a more novice sub.
During the session Master tried some things with me to push my pain limits, particularly using a tens machine. During the session i felt like i had a bit of pain epiphany and i was very comforted by the fact that i knew that Master would not give me anything that was too much or that i could not handle. Because i felt so comfortable in Master's control i felt myself surrendering and relaxing more and more with the pain being inflicted at various times.
Something that is hard to fully express in writing is the depth of the bond i feel i have with Master and the trust that this bond creates. It's a trust that allows me to relax and go with whatever sensation Master is giving me. Leading on from that, the pleasure i derive from making Master pleased with accepting whatever He decides to give me is immense.
i think 153 enjoyed the evening as well and it was fantastic to be able to meet him and i hope i will have the pleasure of playing with him again if Master wishes. For most of the evening we were suspended in a standing spreadeagled position, but at the end of the evening Master allowed 153 and i to kiss and cuddle in front of the fire and that was really lovely and cosy.
The second thing i wanted to address in this blog was the topic of "opinion" and how one communicates such opinions in a Master-slave context. This was also discussed in one of the main blogs i follow (and love to read) - "A Master and His slave".
The fact that Master and i have a difference of opinion on something became evident today in conversation about politics and the upcoming referendum in the UK on changing the voting system. Master and i both have loyalties to different political parties and we will both be voting different ways in the referendum and the local elections.
A conventional viewpoint might be that a slave should always agree with his Master's views on everything. However, i do not think this is the case. Although i do not know for sure, i believe that one of the things Master perhaps likes about me as a slave, is that i do have opinions and am able to discuss them with Master. After all, it does make for more interesting conversation if i can have an opinion on a particular topic and am in a position to discuss it with Master.
What is important however, is that these opinions are always conveyed in a respectful and appropriate format. If Master wanted me to change my opinion on something, to be honest i probably would. But i say that because i know on the most fundamental of things Master and i share the same views, and if there were differences, Master respects my ability to make up my own mind on things. If the topic were a more general one of course, i would change my opinion to concur with Master's opinion if He felt that was correct.
The other key thing is that i would never ever disagree with Master in front of another person (or people), even if expressing a personal opinion, unless Master made it completely apparent that it was appropriate to do so. i believe very fundamentally that in public and to the outside world there should be "no shade of daylight" between a Master and his slave. In a public situation, i would simply say nothing or if the situation required, make a rather bland statement. If i had a difference of opinion, i would raise that with Master in private.
This is important because to the outside world i am Master's slave and Master's property, therefore it would be strange and perhaps incongruous to the Master-slave relationship for others to see me publicly disagreeing with Master. If i am honoured to be in public with Master, i want others to see me as Master's loyal and devoted slave (or in a very vanilla context, loyal and devoted companion) which i always aim to be.
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