Currently i am now back in College and away from Master. It is always hard to "come back to reality" after spending time with Master and i usually find the first day back in College that i am reconnecting friends, catching up on emails, doing the washing etc. All very mundane things, tinged with the sadness of being apart from Master.
This time i came back from Master's house without being in chastity which feels a little bit strange. Having been in a chastity device for some time, it feels rather weird to be "free" and not locked up. Originally i was not going to be in chastity because the PA would be healing, but that is not the case. Notwithstanding this, i am travelling to Spain for the weekend, so i needed to be out of the chastity device for airport security as well.
Since i have been in chastity for almost two months now, i feel quite adjusted to not cumming on a regular basis. On top of this, i am very much adjusted mentally to obeying Master's orders and commands and therefore i simply cannot imagine cumming without his permission. It feels like although i am not actually wearing the device, mentally i still am wearing the device. Regardless of this however, i am looking forward to relocking up the device when Master orders me to!
As i have chastity on the brain, i thought i would use this post to discuss the two chastity devices i have had experience with: the Steelworxx Steelheart device and the Birdlock.
Firstly, the Steelworxx device:
The Steelworxx device is made of stainless steel and the tube length and width is customised to my measurements. The device is reasonably heavy to wear and i find that when i wear it i need to wear underwear as well to support the device. Other than the weight issue, it is quite comfortable to wear and it can be worn for quite a long period of time without complaint. The only real challenge is keeping the device and the penis clean, particularly as i am uncut. The tube has a small hole for urine, so the easiest method is to clean carefully with a cotton-wool bud and to flush it out with anti-bacterial soap. i think the longest a person could go without removing the device is about two to three weeks. After this time i do think the device needs to be removed for proper cleaning.
The Birdlocked:
The Birdlocked is made from surgical grade silicon and, consequently, is much lighter and easier to wear. It can be easily worn underneath clothing and because it weighs far less, than is less downward pressure on your balls, hence the support of underwear is not required. From a cleaning perspective, the clear surface of the Birdlocked makes it easier to see how the penis going, plus there are multiple holes which are good for cleaning. One difficult aspect of cleaning however is that whereas the stainless steel can be wiped draw, there is harder on the silicon surface.
Most of my time in chastity has been spent in the Steelworxx device as this is the device i own. Master owns the Birdlocked and i am mainly in that device when i am with Him. The two devices are quite different and feel different to wear: it is harder for me to say which one i prefer wearing, but i probably learn towards to the Steelworxx for two main reasons. Firstly, i like the security of the Steelworxx device - it is secure and effectively impossible to remove without being unlocked. Secondly, i find the Steelworxx easier to keep clean and hygienic. The stainless steel is easier to clean and to keep dry, whereas sometimes i find the Birdlocked has a build up of urine and pre-cum inside it which i cannot remove.
The major advantage of the Birdlocked is its light weight and it's ease of being worn underneath clothing. Because it does not require support, the Birdlocked is particularly ideal for wearing when i am with Master because i am nearly always naked in His presence unless we are in public. Plus, when i am with Master i am removing the device more often, so therefore the cleanliness issue is removed.
From a slave perspective, the security and the weight of the Steelworxx device is quite attractive. It can always be felt on your cock and body, and for me, it is nice feeling to know that my cock is constantly under Master's lock and control.
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