** 11th day chaste **
** 3rd cum for Master **
Today is going to be a great day - i'm heading off shortly to the train station for my second meet with Master and i'm really, really looking forward to it. This time i will be with Master for six days, so it will be enough time to spend some really quality time with Master.
Master has indicated that He will probably have another sub over to join us on Friday night and i am looking forward to this as well. While i have done sessions with another sub before, they have been more like 3-way sex than BDSM sessions, so i am excited to see what it will be like with Master. Master and i have quite a clear structure to our relationship and adhere to our Master-slave protocol at all times, so i think have a session with another sub will be very interesting. i am also looking forward to having another sub around (even if only for a matter of hours) who appreciates and values Master as much as i do.
This second visit feels quite different to the first visit. In some ways the second visit feels more exciting because i have a much better idea of what life over the next six days will be like: i am more familiar with Master's lifestyle and routine. Furthermore, for the second visit, i have do not really have any expectations. i do not believe a slave should have expectations from a time with his Master; rather a slave should be grateful for the opportunity to visit his Master and spend time with Him. Therefore, for me, the only expectation i guess i have is to see Master and to enjoy Master's company and to enjoy being able to serve Master.
From Master's perspective, the second visit is probably a bit different. Whereas i have now relaxed totally into Master's control and have accepted Master's control and direction in my life; for Master the second visit provides new opportunities because He knows me and who i am. For Master the second visit provides the ideal time for Him to reinforce his expectations about what He wants from me and to further extend His control over me.
i have signed my contract with Master now and for the next three months i am His to do with as He pleases. i have every intention of honouring my contract - that's the sort of slave i am - and therefore Master effectively has carte blanche to do as He pleases (working within certain prescribed Rules we have negotiated). For me, i simply feel grateful that Master is willing to spend so much time and effort on me.
Although i have no expectations from this visit, i do hope that Master might be able to take some photos of me which i can then post to this blog. Given Master has decided to make this blog public, i feel i should probably add a few more photos every so often to break up the text so any dear readers do not find themselves too overwhelmed by my verbosity!
All in all, just a short post today; but so excited to be seeing Master!
First meetings are always awkward since neither knows what to expect of the other. Unless you have been in touch for awhile by phone or cyberland to learn what each likes/dislikes, expects, etc when you meet, the first meeting should never be judged how things will go in the future.
ReplyDeleteI'm just starting to read your posts but I think I should start at the beginning later when I'm not at work.
Thank you for your comments. Master and i spent quite a lot of time chatting online before our first meeting, and i was also grateful that Master spent quite a lot of time on the phone to me as well.
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